Why?

Why do I love these things. :)

Boyfriend. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fPhfnAQGB0E

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=utJrJuBQ244

2ne1. Clap your hands > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTw-UM5Jy4E

Native American Music > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMNMWZM1Jp8

Ah Nee Mah > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZ32CbC_PBk

Earth Drum > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMVQZQcioYI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igmpvrRQIkI

Have an epic day :)

:-P

So it's been crazy for me lately. with job and now getting hired at Harris teeter I have to still get a picture ID for that but hopefully i'll have it this Monday. Then I meet at the church at 1 to talk to pastor Morris about why I want to get baptized I have church tomorrow and possibly closing at work. :) Hopefully things slow down soon I'm tired.

Fifth Harmony. Miss Movin on > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qti2X20w_gA

Will. I am ft justin bieber. That power > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGIgXP9SvB8

2ne1. Clap your hands. Love this song even though you can't understand them lol > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTw-UM5Jy4E

Connor Franta. I am flawless. he does swear :P > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLTqkHVTW8o&feature=em-subs_digest

I'm sorry but I'm walking away > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usb20KeTV04

Frankie J. I promise you > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBOGGmHmIgI

J. Rice Thank you for the broken heart > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIazwupJ2nk

So side note ladies most importantly to you. I am 19 I've never kissed a guy I've been in a serious relationship just one and he showed me how someone you thought could never hurt you could cut you the deepest. He chose someone's Bed over a faithful person he chose to lie and then scream and hurt me worse when I found out. He had other issues I thought I could help him anything I did never helped him he just used it against me to hold me in that relationship so he could have some kind of control over me If someone says YOU love me you have to stay in this relationship or I'll kill myself or I slept with that person because You wouldn't so it's your fault... Ladies don't fall for that It's not your fault and it's not by accident he did what he did or she If some of you guys have been through this. I felt like so long it was my fault I always blamed myself and I do today thinking something wasnt right with myself why everyone i knew would chose others instead of me I always thought i was a burden or hurt everything i touched and maybe I do but I know i dont deserve what he did and neither do any of you.

Sterling Knight. Hero. > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uo1zDJ7JPU

Don't wake Aislin. Mighty to save > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Bcc9Cb90_Q

Riddick

Okay so the first movie is a little bit more of a scary monsters it's okay to learn about the characters and gets you sunk in a little to watch more.

Chronicles of Riddick was amazing. I really liked it :) so I can't wait to see the newest one this friday. 

Riddick. Trailer > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDxDEjDMreA

It is scary so I warn you on that and they do swear in the first two movies there is one part in the second one where the bad lady and her husband are talking then start doing something you may want to fast foreword it doesnt get any worse then kissing but just the way it is in that one you may want to fast foreword it. and the Jail scene with Kiera you may want to fast foreword when the one guy checks her. Just warning everyone. :) I always fast foreword through that stuff so incase you all want to do the same thing there's your warning :)

Bands :)

                                                           Some cool bands :)

Same old same old > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFdhftuO0ek

Eavesdrop > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBS502kFzPE

Dust to dust > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1Dgw6GHfrg

the one that got away > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dunq3wzZw9I

Tell mama > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZ36DfFm93g

Kingdom come > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mh0di7Dh7A

Poison and wine > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IBicqqc_UWg

20 years > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wA1ezjJNarQ

Tip of my tongue > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-RtrpwIME0

Falling > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qdk3iPFYxg

Go > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gbBH09oYHyk

Girl with the red balloon > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2HF1NST1Vs

My fathers father > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-9OfyxwVeqY

From this valley > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=btcGAAahSTs

Barton Hollow > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExAM8D7cfbI

Dance me to the end of love > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9s4y9eK-Hg

Forget me not > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uWXrTi8odJE

Kat Deluna. Whine up > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsZlXmw21Z0

Run the show > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_YNuBUItOw

Shakira. Hips dont lie > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qqeXWSjXmD0

Rihanna. Stay > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8t7fLDtgtuE

Justin Timberlake. Mirror > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZ6_2NZ4gdk

Bruno mars. It will rain > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xp7_eM2GuQI

Jason Derulo. Breathing > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-nDetMcMt8

Coldplay. Ft Rihanna. Princess of china > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1sxa5rUo2E

Rapture Ruckus. Freight train > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3bpShKY6uzw Love this song soooo much <3

Rockin > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYazYBN43-8

Get Ready > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JJ_t6CywY-s aww man this song rocks to :)

We as romans. fade away > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MiJegJuabD0

I survive > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xO7UhLkb6Kw

A moment > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EW-ZfPGJlrg

Undertow > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmfWGp8jank

Stronger > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CD0Y7J6dR8M

Runaway > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hv8cSAu-Zi0

Adrenaline > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=624Q6brOUfI

Come on courage > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_QPCL0MIGw

Anger.

There's this cold anger inside of me lately. My sister is so happy in love but scared to tell our parents thing is she really loves this guy and he really loves her and he is very nice. I just feel confused and angry its burning in my stomach and I just can't help it but hate this one guy I know I shouldnt but I can't get over this feeling of betrayal. I mean am I really bad? He would say things like hoping if we got married I would have a Gay son so that i would learn to love and understand them or that Abortion should be allowed and it is a good thing he said i shouldnt be so Naive and that we created it so we wouldnt have all these kids we didn't need like they were all burdens... I dont know my heart bleeds whenever i think about it and lately thats all I am thinking about. Kids are a blessing no doubt in my mind. When someone you care about and have known for a year tells you things like that you get into fights and over and over again he would say when i was crying like good i'm glad it hurts... then would say he never meant it a day later so i would forgive him.... which i stupidly would. I want a man in my life i know i do I want a good one not one's with suicide issues but I don't feel i deserve one anymore.

anyone feel that way? :-P

The Civil war. One that got away > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOWGp1zhcVE </3 

Birdy. Just a game > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQVlZ-q7xHs

Anger lays in wake in our hearts from heart betrayal. Why some chose to make us angry and others thrive off it some cause pain without care some wish to break the most beautiful souls don't give the enemy that chance to destroy you learn a lesson from the hurt the angry betrayal and the feeling like you are worthless you never are the person that made you feel that way deserves your pity but he or she does not deserve the satisfation of knowing that they won! Don't let them win rebuild your walls around your heart protect yourself and see the value in yourself see the shining Love that God has for your wounds let him mend your broken heart. Anger doesn't control you but it can if you let it.

The Outcasts

So We as humans soon as we decide to follow Jesus Christ we are the outcasts :) and it's all right with me.

Rapture Ruckus. In Crowd > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Em1AvbZcy2g

Trip lee. Heart problem > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdQUNZQqrss

I'm not sure what all to say today :) I'm sure I'll have more exciting things to say later in the week :)

The Outcasts.

Were the outcasts of the world we walk live humbly like no one else we become the outcasts of the nation soon as we decide to take that step of faith our lives don't belong to the world but we live for our Heavenly father anything to be gained on earth is not worth it really in the long run so we are the outcasts :)

James 4:12

There is one lawgiver, who is able to save and to destroy: who art thou that judgest another?

I love that verse its another one I want to memorize :) 

Sometimes I am not good at remembering verses but I am trying to get better. I hope all of your day was good sorry I haven't really posted the last few days I am sick kind of out of it :( but anyway I'll be back to it I wont promise every day because of other obligations. :)