Faith

My song of the day. Deitrick Haddon. Ungrateful > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNqDhnSVFeI

Think about that ^^^ I used to be overweight and fat with glasses I was picked on a lot so much so that I broke and really messed up on everything... Long story it's pretty bad ( Demon hunter. one thousand apologies http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2YYUPPE0_o4 )

For God so loved the world. He made us loves us so unconditionally that he came and died for our sins the ultimate sacrifice he was beaten beyond recognition he did all that for us he went to the cross to take our sins all of them past present future were covered in his blood in his love.

I've never been good at speaking in public I get tongue tied or to shy thinking they'll see the scarred person I am all the wounds I've hidden and I don't talk about myself what I've gone through I think I should live God's message and not let others care for me but that I should give all my time energy to others never for myself... I think even that way of thinking is slightly wrong now If you have no one to talk to or ask for help how can you ever relax or let things go? I still have no one I'll speak openly with about stuff that should be talked about. But then I have no one with my Faith and beliefs that understands me when I find that friend I hope we can talk about it and that'd i'd be of help to them as well and not a burden I never want to be a burden on someone.

So I am going to write a prayer tonight. You can all bow your heads and pray after reading this or pray your own prayer :) 

Dear father who is in heaven, Please watch over each and every soul that is reading this please let your words flow through my fingers and be the words others need to hear. Some who may be reading this with an eating disorder or been abused by someone who you thought loved you but did not other trapped you and then tried to make you change give them the strength let them know your worth so much more your heart your kindness don't let them be your weakness Brothers or Sisters Let those gifts be your strengths stand up for yourself as you stand up for your Faith I praise and thank God for everyone of you and I hope I will be of some help in your spiritual journey I pray Gods Love and kindness goes right into your heart and you feel his overwhelming love and acceptance in Jesus name Amen.

Please if any of you need to vent talk or get anything out feel free to talk to me my email is creativeheart8899@yahoo.com