Hey

So who wants to buy me some Cowgirl stuff I've always wanted a nice cowgirl hat and boots some new plaid shirts LOL jk jk I would never ask that :) I love you guys your the best I hope you enjoy reading what i have to say. So I am not sure what to talk about My day kind of sucked but I'm going to Church tomorrow I have been listening to this Christian lady her name is Beth Moore :) I'd suggest watching her or listening to her she is amazing and Knows her stuff I give her mad props :)

So i was thinking I'd see where my fingers let me tonight. so here we go :)

I know I loved you from the first moment I saw you. But all you ever saw was something to destroy something so open and willing to please you that you'd crush what made you angry Well I don't think I can live with that one more day I can't be your friend because you'll always want that power over me I don't love you I only loved who you pretended to be...

People Change when they want to not when they say oh I'll change then mess up on the same thing and say oh I'll Change again those people never do they just kill you thinking you need to keep giving them chances God can because he is amazing and can handle it us as humans we can't take as much hurt... Sometimes it's out of our hands. I hope you change I hope you make someone happy just know that someone won't be me I'm to tired of the games and late night tears I'm better now i miss who you pretended to be but i can't think that's you anymore goodbye I won't cry anymore for who you were I never did since i left you just felt set free from your form of slavery so Goodbye I do forgive you for destroying a part of me.

Okay not exactly sure what that is but all those emotions of betrayal are on my mind right now.

Claude Kelly. Your lies > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlzbEH-uV8E